27.10.2024
Working, Growing, Changing
These last few months have been a marathon, with conference moderation, guest lectures, research projects, and a continuous cycle of revise-and-resubmit deadlines. I had to uncharacteristically ask for an extension on one of them — something I rarely do, but at this point, felt essential.
The biggest chunk in my calendar, though, has been trying to hand in my third grant proposal for the year. The proposal, due November 19th (with an internal deadline on my birthday, November 4th!), has been a roller coaster. Being in charge has meant juggling partner commitments, only to have some partners drop out and others join at the last moment. It’s a hands-on lesson in adaptability and leadership — something I didn’t expect to experience quite like this. Up until now, my grant applications have been small and/or personal, so the PI role is a leap, both professionally and mentally. I’m learning to embrace being outside of my comfort zone, but the imposter syndrome is very real.
Add to that my teaching load — two sections of Cross-Cultural Awareness, two of Ethics, Responsibility, and Sustainability, plus a few classes on Responsible Leadership for our Master’s program in Global Sustainable Business. On top of teaching, I’m advising fourteen theses, seven as a primary advisor and seven as a secondary. Every day, I’m balancing multiple projects and responsibilities.
With the upcoming autumn break, I’m looking forward to a moment to pause. This stretch has been intense, and while I can see the growth happening, I also recognize the need to breathe, recalibrate, and keep moving forward with more intentionality. It’s a reminder that we all need breaks, even (or especially) when we’re passionate about what we do.
19.10.2024
2024 CAMOC COMCOL Conference
Last week, I had the privilege of moderating a conference that left me with profound insights and a renewed perspective on the intersection of museums, activism, and co-creation.
One of the first things that struck me was the impressive turnout for the plenary sessions, even at the early hour of 9:30 AM. This enthusiasm was undoubtedly fueled by the anticipation surrounding our keynote speakers, Zandra Yeaman and Danielle van der Mensch.
Zandra Yeaman's talk on being an "activist agitator" resonated deeply with many attendees. She drew upon the concept of the "feminist killjoy" in her curatorial work, challenging us to consider how we can disrupt the status quo in meaningful ways.
Danielle van der Mensch took us on a journey through the structural power of emotions. Her discussion on moving from melancholia to hope in the creative industry and knowledge economy was particularly poignant, offering a fresh perspective on how we approach our work.
One of the most fascinating aspects of the conference was the introduction of "co-creation cards" as a tool for eliciting iterative feedback. Working alongside my colleagues from the Amsterdam Museum, we explored the potential of this approach. The more I engaged with this concept, the more I thought I might want to do some research on this in the future…
Key Takeaways from the Co-Creation Cards
1. **Museums are not neutral**: This reminder came at a crucial moment, prompting us to reflect on our responsibility to address ongoing global issues, including genocides that we may be hesitant to name explicitly.
2. **Balancing digital and emotional/personal connections**: It's clear that many participants are still grappling with the post-COVID realities of hybrid work environments. Finding this balance remains a significant challenge in our field.
3. **Co-creation demands time, patience, and passion**: While this might seem obvious, it bears repeating. One presentation highlighted how centering disabled communities in museum work requires a shift away from neurotypical deadline pressures – a perspective that was particularly impactful for me as I navigate my own sea of deadlines.
The conference culminated in a fascinating conversation with artist Jeroen van der Moest, who used the co-creation cards as inspiration for a digital exhibition. His work explored both the potential and limitations of AI in co-collaborative spaces, offering a nuanced view of how technology can intersect with human creativity and collaboration.
As the moderator, I had the challenging yet rewarding task of synthesizing the conference's key themes. Drawing upon the co-creation cards and the insights gathered from various panels, I attempted to weave together the diverse threads of our discussions into a coherent narrative.
This conference experience has reinforced my belief in the power of collaborative thinking and the importance of challenging established norms in museum practice. As we continue to navigate the complexities of our field, tools like the co-creation cards and perspectives that center marginalized communities will be invaluable in shaping a more inclusive and responsive museum landscape.
The journey from melancholia to hope, as outlined by van der Mensch, feels particularly relevant as we face the challenges and opportunities ahead. By embracing co-creation, centering diverse voices, and thoughtfully integrating new technologies, we can work towards a future where museums truly serve as spaces for collective growth and understanding.
Big shoutout to the team at the Amsterdam Museum for inviting me! Always a pleasure :)
All photo credits go to Francoise Bolechowski
8-6-2024 - Call me GL
I've been thinking a lot about the Self, identity, branding, and authenticity lately. Partly due to my research, and partly because this is just the direction that life is taking me. So, I’ve decided to go by the name GL from now on. This has a few reasons behind it:
I feel like I am growing and changing, and the name change reflects that
My former name gets mispronounced frequently, for whatever reason (hint: racism/exoticism)
The second half of my full name, Louis, comes from my late uncle and I would like to honor the ancestors that guide me through this life
It’s cooler
I think it’s important t to view names (and nicknames and pronouns) as flexible indications of who we are and how we would like to be seen/acknowledged. To quote Maya Angelou “When someone tells you who they are, believe them the first time.” Drawing inspiration from our transgender siblings, the idea that we can repurpose the gift of a name to suit our own ends really resonates with me.
Additionally, I’ve been reading a lot about Self-leadership and living intentionally. Sarah Banet-Weiser, in her work on the politics of authenticity in representation, relies on the notion of the self as a narrative that entities (in her case, brands) tell audiences to achieve aims that are both transactional and relational (2012). For Banet-Weiser, the ambivalence of authenticity in branding is a feature, not a bug, that allows us to more deeply understand the dynamics of representation and engagement. This is something that I have contended with for a while now; how do we represent our Selves authentically in relation to others?
Relying on Jungian existentialist psychology, Sara Kuburic (on Instagram as the Millenial Therapist) suggests that the Self is in a constant state of becoming, and to avoid what she calls “self-loss,” we must continually remake ourselves with a view toward acceptance and experiencing the Self as always already whole (2023). This resonates quite nicely with some of the Zen philosophy I’ve been reading/listening to. Thích Nhất Hạnh (2005) has provided tremendous insight here: beginning this process means starting with the breath and seeing/relating/being interested in the present moment as a wonderful moment from this place of wholeness. Drawing all of this together, this name change reflects a first step towards becoming more deeply my Self. I hope any of my friends, colleagues, family members reading this view this novelty as an invitation to join me in getting to know me better.
References:
Banet-Weiser, S. (2012). Authentic™: The politics of ambivalence in a brand culture. In Authentic™. New York University Press.
Kuburic, S. (2023). It's On Me: Embrace Hard Truths, Discover Your Self and Change Your Life. Hachette UK.
Hanh, T. N. (2005). Happiness: Essential mindfulness practices. Parallax Press.
19.05.2024 - Embodiment
For the last week or so I’ve been dealing with a chronic back issue that seems to be flaring up even more frequently than usual these days. It has meant that I’m not going to the gym, and that moving around in general (i.e. going for walks, going to work) means I am constantly aware of the discomfort in my physical organism. I suppose this is also an opportunity to try and listen to the messages my body has for me, but I’ll be honest, it seems a bit like I’m just learning the same lesson over and over again.
It’s funny for me, as someone who has published about embodiment, that I should be facing this struggle with my own body, while I write about how bodies are an integral part of both oppression and emancipation. The irony isn’t lost on me that a lot of my research entails asking people about how their bodies (visually) differ from others, or analyzing the representations of bodies in the digital sphere, yet my relationship to my own body remains fraught.
I strongly believe that all research is to some extent autobiographical. So what does it mean that I try to interrogate the relationship between bodies and the physical world? Probably that I’m looking for ways for others and myself to be comfortable in their bodies. At the moment, it seems like I’m on a bit of a downward trend, but it might just be a valley before a peak. Something to think about.
12.05.2024 - Intro post
Hello all,
This is my first foray back into blogging in years. I did have a series of blogs back in the day (Lucky in Lugano, for example) but now I think it’s time for me to start up again in a professional context. I have a lot of thoughts and opinions…
I imagine that readers of this blog can expect a few things: updates on work-related things that occupy my time, thoughts on current events, and just general concepts that I feel the need to talk about.
I’ve been thinking a lot about the existence of an Authentic Self, and how values play into that. For me, I’d have to say my values are: intelligence (knowledge, wisdom, curiosity); expression (creativity, transparency, verbosity); and connection (with myself, with others, and with the world). This blog is a way for me to engage with all three of those things.
For now, I’ll keep this post relatively short and hope that you join me for the next one :)